I have lived a cup full of crazy this weekend. Crazy. Emotional. Sad. Happy. It was have the office call husband crazy. Never do we call the office to call the husband but we needed the leveller to stop the crazy that was starting in my head as a result of of the crazy. Got that it was crazy? and wouldn’t you agree that speaking with the husband can make the world just better?
It’s the only time I curse no phone reception in the middle of the ocean and curse the fact he is on a vessel with three hundred men and four phone lines. It’s the only time I go curse you Norwegian vessel for allowing a seven minute calling card. Damn you. Damn you. Damn you.
He called. I cried. I crouched in the locked bathroom so the boys were unaware mummy was having trouble dealing with the cup full of crazy that was going on. He said its okay. Your okay and so are the boys. I love you and right there and then I was okay. I got up from my crouched position. Straightened myself put on my big girl pants and got on with what was a long weekend.
So here we are now in the silence of the house all the crazy has gone home now there are just a few things on my mind.
- It’s been raining for weeks. I am over the rain. Hear that rain maker person give me some sun shine and I will give you some happy.
- My oven is broken. I’m lost. There will be no cake this week.
- If the only part of my world that is broken is my oven I am one very fortunate girl.
- Finally learnt the art of separation and just being there for someone. That sometimes the best thing to do is say nothing and just be present. Hold no judgement just their hand and say nothing because nothing I say will change what they have in their mind to do.
- Tell me do you think is feminine? and tell me why?
- Apparently one million children grow up without fathers? I’m wondering if someone is going to blame that on FIFO too.
- Bradley Coopers still lives with his mother…I wonder if that’s why he is no longer the sexiest man alive…he may be the sweetest however.
- Shakira…my hips don’t lie songstress…says she finds mother hood relaxing…I have nothing to say but yes I may be a wee bit jealous that I don’t find mother hood relaxing and wonder is she just kidding herself just a little.
- Brad Pitt says that Australia is even better than on TV…I’m sure I could say the same about him.
- I have a new tumbler (blog)…to dedicate my love of pretty stuff too…because I need another excuse to be online rather than cleaning my house…its here if you would like to look at her.
Well that’s it sweets…its countdown week…well almost. Have a great Tuesday but Monday start to the week.
xxDeb
